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On Friday Tyler and I went to the rodeo/carnival with Janie and Brandon!

Pretty much an AMZING night.

HIGHLIGHTS:

• Love
• Dog riding monkeys
• Music
• Janie/Brandon
• People
• Stupid little kids
• Animals
• Rides
• Lights
• Ferris Wheel

We rode the Ferris Wheel and I asked Mr. Hammer to ask me to marry him at the top of the Ferris Wheel and he did.. EVERY time we were at the top! Except twice. Once while we were in a fight and once while we were making up. :) The kids below us loved watching Janie and I kissing our men. HA Reminds me of when I used to think that was gross.. ha

Then I really wanted to ride this ride called the Spin Out. I was so excited! Mr. Hammer had warned me he might get sick but I just really wanted to ride this ride! So he went. SUCH A GOOD MAN! Well he got sick. And now I felt horrible cause he got sick sick. Like I was scared sick. :( Im gonna try and not be so selfish in the future but it just blows my mind that you can get sick on those rides so I didnt really think it through.. O well. Hes better now! :)

Also .. 10.08.09 .. :)

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Lets get married.

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Mr. Hammer is sick. It sucks. Bad. Only its all my fault. I got sick and gave it to him and his body went and ran with the idea of making it horrible for him. Ontop of it all he has to work and go to school everyday.

Future Mrs. Hammer also doesnt feel well due to other reasons. Which also sucks. Bad. I cant take care of him very well and he just thinks hes annoying me.

We have problems. :)

But not to fear! This weekend neither of us work and we are sitting around watching Phantom of the Opera and eating. Eating what I make... yes. That is correct. I am gonna try to cook. Dont go getting all excited. Im talking simple! Like hot dogs, mac 'n' cheese, pancakes, and other easy type stuff. Mr. Hammer is gonna be begging to go out to eat after he realizes this is what I plan to "cook". But you gotta start somewhere! And I want to be able to cook for our kids one day so I'm starting now! On the easy stuff.

Although I did make this awesome sugar cookie pizza last night that is prob ruined due to the whipped cream melting. Which kinda sucks cause I really wanted it and then we were too sick to eat it. UGH. Life. :) Maybe I'll just eat it anyways. Who knows.

Anyway. I love my Mr. Hammer. This weekend is going to be good. Puts my mind to ease about making it through the rest of the work week!

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I have been really busy lately and havent had the time to blog! :(

And I still dont.. :(

But I wanted Mr. Hammer to have a note full of love to read today even if it is nothing special.

Ill make it up to you. ;)

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In about 33 mins a weekend of pure happiness begins!

This is all.

:)

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I love My Mr. Hammer.

I like to keep him humble by reminding him he is a stupid man. ;)

But... everybody needs to know...

My Mr. Hammer is a genius!!!

1100

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I have love for Mr. Hammer.

I think he is an amzing person. He thinks he can be better. How could he be any better?? It blows my mind! What if he becomes better?? I already don't live up to his greatness.. hmm I better get on this train. fast.

Maybe if I help him be better I will be better in the process too and at least wont fall even more behind in the 10 point scale he has conquered so well!

Good thinking me.

Good thinking Mr. Hammer.

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...

Are we gonna watch Blue Ray HD HD Blue Ray on the HD TV where we watch HGTV in HD on the HD TV with HD dish?

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Yesterday we had a birthday in the family! Mr. Hammer is now 25. And for all of those who wonder not only can he rent a car now but he just so happens to drive that much better then he did two days ago so that he insurance goes down!! ;)

It was AMAZING! It was filled with balloons, surprises, love and tissues! :( Last weekend I was sick and Mr. Hammer was so sure he was too tough for it.. he wasnt. Which is sad cause he had to be sick on one of the best days of the year! We still had a good time tho. He also has great friends who wanted to make it special too! Shout out to Billy, Jared and Nick!

They brought him a cake that I am enjoying very much!

I just love birthdays! I love balloons! I love cake!

Birthdays are just so special because its a holiday that only you and your loved ones celebrate. So not only do you get to have big family/friend gatherings like the other big holidays but you are the only ones so you dont have to fight shopping lines the day before and places are open the day of! Its great! Not to mention you get to do whatever your heart desires! Did I mention cake and balloons?!

Anyway, so aside from the sickness we had a wonderful celebration of Mr. Hammer's come unto earth day!

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I really dont have anything to blog about but Im bored. I really want to go take a shower but I have to sit here waiting for the dish guy so Mr. Hammer can have his HD tv. So here I am. Blogging. Waiting.....

Its raining today so that means Im going to have a bad hair day.

Its Amy's birthday.

Tyler's birthday is on Monday!

I have to work Monday.

:(

I have no idea what we are doing on Monday.

I think we need balloons.

It is a birthday.

What are birthdays without balloons?!

This is random.

I think I am done.

My Mr. Hammer is at work.

I miss him.

He is such an AMAZING guy. He is always thinking about me. Always wanting my happiness. Sometimes I make it hard for him. Im sorry. I love this about him.

I also LOVE my ring!

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So.. for Tyler birthday on Monday I wanted to give him something not just amazing but special and... something I would enjoy too! (yes, selfish. I understand this. ha.) My Momma took this AMAZING picture of us taking off in the plane to go home. (hes my pilot) Not only is a beautiful with the mountains behind us and the storm chasing us but it was like we were taking off for our life together. We had just told my parents we were getting married. It was official. No backing out now. :) Well I blew it up really big. 24x36 and framed it and on the frame with I put on there we.fly. It also means pretty much "i.love.you". I wanted it to hang in our home that he just moved into. Well... we had it in his dads truck. Its one of those new ones with stupid auto seats that move to where we had them or whatever. Well when you turn the car off they move again. I think to the default position. Who knows. Stupid technology. But it moved back and crunched the fame. Which broke the glass. Which ruined the picture. So in the 10 min he had this gift of love ;) it was ruined. This was tragic!! And I mean TRAGIC! But not to fear! When my dad heard he wanted to help so we are getting a new one! THANKS DAD! I really appreciate it! I really wanted this to be apart of our home. And now it can be again. Just a side note. When we first started dating I framed matching pictures for us... this same night he ruined that one too. Hmmm? Is this a sign??

I LOVE YOU MR. HAMMER!

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This is for my Mr. Hammer.

I love you.

forever.

Never ending. Eternity.

I cant even think of a time I didnt love you.

I always love you.

pinky swear.

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I dont really have the time today to post but I wanted my Mr. Hammer to see something and know I was thinking about him when he checked the blog.

we.fly

Those words will always mean what they do..

but now they also come with a memory. haha.;)

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This past weekend.. I wish there were words to explain.

I found the dress of my dreams! And veil! (In fact I think I might like the veil more then I do the dress!) It was the first dress I tried on and I just knew it was "the one". So that didnt take too long. Really I am excited because its something that makes it that much more real that we are getting married! Sometimes I need that reminder. It can get frustrating sometimes when I think its just never going to happen.

I had another moment this weekend when I just KNEW.. only Im not sharing it on here. But I could feel it. I knew he is mine. foever. I know we are gonna have a wonderful life! It was one of those moments that I felt so connected to him. Like our spirits were talking to each other. Like they were coming home. Like they had been waiting so long to find each other and they finally settled down together. Never to be seperated. Total happiness at peace together.

Now if you think the greatness of this string of great events is over.. ITS NOT! Tonight is the night we get the key to our home. Where we will be living when we finally get married! Im just so excited to start on it. To make it ours. Have it feel like our home. Someplace we will want to come home to. To be together. To share.

Im sure there are moments from this weekend I am missing cause it was just filled!

I am just overflowing happiness all around!

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joy.over.load.

:)

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I had to leave early this morning for training in SLC. So basically its been a long day and its not near to being over!

Ok. So I hate garbage! HATE it. Esp having to take it out. I knew I needed to take mine out. In fact it was on the list of things I needed to do when I got home. Well when I got home My Wonderful Mr. Hammer had taken out the garbage amoung other great things! Including leaving me the sweetest note. I just smile thinking about it! :) I love him. I know he loves me. He thought about me and how I hate garbage so he did it for me! It means alot to me. He is so much better of a person then I EVER thought would want me!

Grateful I is!

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Last night wasnt the perfect example of this because I was sleeping but I was still feeling it inside. Anways, I just LOVE it when Tyler comes over and is just SO excited to see me! Just LOVE it! Makes my heart pound like its gonna explode. I love EVERY moment where its plain as day that he just straight up as my momma puts it.. adores me. conceited? na.. cause I adore him!

What I want to talk about it also just as exciting...

We are home shopping! And yes I meant home. We are shopping for our first home together. I am E.X.C.I.T.E.D!!

That is all.

:)

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Two things..

(1)

I got onto fb today to see what was going on when I saw that my Mr. Hammer used a picture of us for his profile picture. I know this is nothing but it made my day! Just a little pick me up. He always does these little things that Im sure he doesnt even think about that actually send me on a hgh!

(2)

Wow! Hes an incredible guy! Todays work day has been stressful. Then Tyler tells me hes got 2 weeks to find a place to live. Not just any place but "our" place. What is to be our new home. Then my Momma called and we started talking wedding stuff which just gets me stressed. So here I am just living in "ugh" when really I should be thinking.. This is the beginning of our new lives! We are a family. This is happy. This is what Tyler tells me. I still find it hard to let go of the stress. But on the way back to work I passed a car wreck and its sad but it put things into a little better light for me. I love him. I love that we are starting our new lives together. Its the most exciting thing EVER! I havent wanted anything more in my life then I want to be with him for the rest of forever. So with my amazing and calm husband to be as a prime example Im going to concentrate on all the happiness that is to come and that is happening right now!

P.S.

Sorry I was stressed earlier babe. I know you didnt mind so much but I want you to know how GREAT of a person you are! How much I look up to you and how you handle situations! Im sorry I dont live up to your high standards but I am/will always try!

we.love

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