maybe happiness didn't have to be about the big, sweeping
circumstances, about having everything in your life in place. maybe it was about
stringing together a bunch of small pleasures


11.27.2009

79

Yesterday was Thanksgiving. It was a good day. Mr. Hammer spent all day with having random fun adventures. (Like going on a scooter ride with a Harley;)
Today we bought a new camera for all of our family adventures! We want to be able to look back over our lives and have lots of wonderful memories caught on film (or however these digital things are stored) Really we got it one day for when we have kids. To save those memories for us and for them. My parents were always addicted to taking pictures we have pictures of EVERYTHING. Boxes and boxes of pictures and digital file after file. I used to hate taking so many pictures as a child but some of my favorite memories of late are the ones where we all (the siblings) sit down and go through them... and laugh!
I want this for our family now and in the furture! So... maybe I just might start positng pictures... as soon as we figure out how to even take a picture with the dang thing. I couldnt even figure out how to take the cover off to put the lense on... HAHA this is going to be a fun adventure for us!
L

11.25.2009

78

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving. Weird. It doesnt feel like it at all. Maybe because nothing has changed in my life or I havent made any plans to look forward to tomorrow so until the actual day its just another week. I was thinking about how I want to go to Wyoming to see my parents and siblings. Who wouldnt? But one thing I am thankful for is I get to spend this first holiday together with my eternal family. Mr. Hammer and Charly! This is where my heart and love is. Right beside me.
Maybe we will go to Wyoming for Christmas?? ;)
L

11.24.2009

77

Today I was going to go to lunch with some work people and a friend that is in town. This means Mr. Hammer and I dont see each other all day. sad. Well I wanted to go to this lunch so we were gonna tough it out. ;) Well I just got news that Michelle cant make it (the reason I was going) so now I get to spend luch with Mr. Hammer which is very very exciting to me!
Also I think I have devolped a problem... Last night while Mr. Hammer and I were driving home from work we were talking about football. Not a surprise for Mr. Hammer. The problem here is i caught myself enjoying the conversation. That is a problem. ;)
L

11.23.2009

76

Today I nothing has happened. I havent been thinking about anything really.
Although I did find out that the coolant leak in the car is not only the $1000 job we thought it was gonna be but my tech buddy at work is going to do the job for just the cost of the parts so... it went from $1000 to like $150.... HAPPINESS! :)
One thing I was thinking about last night was how much I love the feeling I feel when Mr. Hammer and I are sharing with each other or are talking totally open. Its amazing. I feel so close to him. Its wonderful.
I did want Mr. Hammer to know that I loved sharing those things with him last night! I know at first it didnt sound like it but Im gald you have these wonderful memories to share. Sorry Im a bad wife at listening to them in the right attitude.
Also I was thinking about all the little things Mr. Hammer does for me. Like run through the snow to go back inside so I could have honey mustard. Or add filling up my water bottle to his nightly rutine. And other little acts of love he does for me that mean alot! I dont want them to go unnoticed. :)
Thanks Mr. Hammer.
I love you.
L

11.20.2009

75

One of my all time favorite things about Mr. Hammer is he never fails to say wonderfully sweet things to me everyday. Now this may seem cheesy and whatevers but we all know when it is just you and your love you adore it when he adores you. Basically I love him. He never lets me forget how much he adores and loves me. He is DA BES!
L

11.19.2009

74

Mr. Hammer went flying today!
He was really excited which makes me REALLY excited too! I love how excited he gets over his stupid planes. ;)
Thinking about flying today made me a little homesick for Mississippi tho. Maybe Mr. Hammer will fly me!
L

11.18.2009

73

We have a crazy rat dog.
Last night we gave Charly a bath. Under all that fur is a rat! Needless to say Charly is one UGLY wet dog! God knew what he was doing when he put fur to cover that ugly beast up!
So I washed him with this no tears puppy shampoo while Mr. Hammer tried to keep him from climbing/jumping out of the tub. Stupid dog. Well I dont know what kind of drug they put in that stuff but holy crap! That dog was going crazy! Just running and jumping and bitting and rubbing on everything he can find! I know this doesnt sound any different then the normal Charly but just think x2 and you have Charly on drugged shampoo!
He's calmed back to normal now and smells wonderful! Can't wait til next time..... :S
L

11.17.2009

72

There is nothing more AMAZING in this world to me then my Mr. Hammer.
:)
L

11.16.2009

71

I love Mr. Hammer. Sometimes he feels like he needs to ask if Im for sure... Well Mr. Hammer I am for sure about one thing. I LOVE YOU!
Last night he told me one of his favorite memories of me.
I have many favorites memories of us.
My favorite was the night of the ferris wheel. I love ferris wheel rides with Mr. Hammer and Mexican children. ;)
I loved it when he tricked me into thinking he was gonna propose in SLC and surprised me!
When we were to busy having fun together to realize Charly had gotten into the cheese dip and had cheese face. And the following bath of the ugliest wet dog you have ever seen!
I loved our first plane ride together. When I realized how niiiice Mr. Hammer looks in his pilot pants.
I loved when he held me and we watched pocohantas the same night I had broken up and we didnt know where we stood but I was just enjoying the moment.
The first night we took Mo for a test drive and after we ate he opened PEG's door for me and I said thank you baby and he said your welcome sweetheart. I dont know why but when he said that to me my little heart just went racing!
When he spent all that time putting the grill together to find out he put it on backwards...FUNNY!
Dinner and 2 movies!
I had so much fun causing a war with him when I would try to get out of bed with my hurt ankle! ;)
Our first football game! It was nice to share something he loves to much.
R T 44! ;)
chocolate/vanilla iceCREAM cone
The day of the invention of INternity.
When he pointed out to me how messed up the blog numbers are.
Waking up in his arms after falling asleep there.
you DA you DA bes.
Coming home for lunch and finding the cheese puffs already there!
When I ordered at the wrong firehouse.
When I saw him walk into the house after his trip to dallas. pure. joy
Trying to dye my hair together.
Blue Ray HD on the HD tv where we watch HGTV in HD.
WE.FLY
Making out in the Titanic.
And....
SO SO SO many more wonderful memories but Im running out of time. :(
Enjoying memory lane with me Mr. Hammer?
L

11.14.2009

70

Why?! Why would anyone want to live anywhere close to snow?! I just can not understand this. Snow is evil. Lucky for me a have this amazing husband who humors my hatred for snow and drives me everywhere. :) One day we are living far far away from snow! :) plus... cold and snow makes Charly not want to pee outside... we can just add that to the evil list of snow.
L

11.12.2009

69

Today is a sad day. I woke up and for the first time in a long time I HOPED for snow!! I wanted Mr. Hammer to have to drive me to work because I knew I was going alone today. Its good this way. We have a lot to do and he has some time to do it but still... I WANT HIM WITH ME! ha I know this is sad but we are still in honeymoon mood so its totally accepted. :)
I didnt want this post to be a downer but Im just sitting here at work thinking about what Im gonna have for lunch and sitting in the upstairs of work eating alone for an hour... SAD. Usually the hour of lunch I spend with Mr. Hammer is my saving grace in the horrible 8 hour work day.
Anyway the point is I miss my family! And LOVE them SO much. Kinda like INternity. Well mostly Mr. Hammer but Charly too! I cant wait to come home and see their happy faces! :) Its gonna be a good night.
L

11.09.2009

68

Thank you for taking me to Wyoming baby! I had SO much fun with you and the family! But... we need to teach this mut was is and prob isnt a good idea to lick.. ;)
btw.. I cant wait for back to the future and cuddling tonight! :)
L

11.06.2009

67

Wyoming
I just wanted to go see my family. I miss them. Well really just my momma. I was all thinking about Christmas and the holidays and my family and well I just wanted to go see them. :)
And Jordan is proposing to his girlfriend today! Im so excited! It will be fun to go to Jordans wedding!
And this is Charlys first road trip! Kierstyn is REALLY excited to see Charly. Im really happy for her to be excited so she can take it out all the time to pee! :)
Im not really looking forward to driving all that way but it doesnt bother me as much as it is going to bother Mr. Hammer.... hes not really a road trip kinda guy. I dont even undstand why?!?! ;)
So now pray for us! Hopefully there is no ice over south pass....
L

11.03.2009

66

I never thought I would ever even consider letting PEG depart this family... but I am.
As I have heard once or twice before this is a sign that I do love Mr. Hammer more then PEG! I havent thought about or departed from him. ;)
Told ya baby!
LOVE you!
L

11.02.2009

65

A sonic route 44..
YUM!
A sonic RT44..
SLAP!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Thanks for the limeade baby!
L