maybe happiness didn't have to be about the big, sweeping
circumstances, about having everything in your life in place. maybe it was about
stringing together a bunch of small pleasures


10.30.2009

64

Mr. Hammer and I have a lunch date.
I am excited!
L

10.29.2009

63

So I just got back to work from lunch and I forgot my phone.. Not a big deal right??
BIG DEAL!
So I told Tyler and he didnt like that he wouldnt be able to talk to me if he wanted to. I told him its not a big deal just to be at work at five. (He dropped me off) Well then I sat down and I was going to txt him something sweet.. MY PHONE ISNT HERE!
I want it. I miss him.
You are right.
I was wrong.
We need our phones!
Mr. Hammer - 1
Mrs. Hammer - 1
This is not good. ;)
L

62

Mr. Hammer says:
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and....
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mrs. Hammer says:
I love you internity.
Mr. Hammer - 0
Mrs. Hammer - 1
:)
L

10.28.2009

61

So it has snowed. UGH. Ice and I are NOT friends. Driving is a nightmare. Thank goodness for Mr. Hammers willingness to drive me everywhere. PEG has done alot of damage to me. Or really I guess I did alot of damage to her... hmm.
On the good side of snow.
Charly is so funny in it. The snow got too deep for him to walk and even hop through so last night when we took him for a walk he kept trying to get into the snow and he would just fall in. Well Charly was smart enough to know he couldnt walk into it so he decided to hop from the sidewalk into the snow. HAHA You could barely see the little guy. Watching him try to get out was funny too.
Charly is such a pain. Esp with his need to chew on EVERYTHING. Including us. :) And his peeing in the house and whining and other such problems.. yada yada... But he has already brought so much joy to this family. (Well I think to both of us. Mr. Hammer has more of a tough love for Charly. :)
L

10.26.2009

60

Happy.
I am happy.
I love Mr. Hammer.
I love it when Charly pees outside.
I love to cuddle with Mr. Hammer.
I love it when Charly cuddles with us too.
I love it when Mr. Hammer smiles and I know he is happy too.
I love being a family.
I love all our family.
I love when Mr. Hammer does sexy manly things like cooks on the grill.
I just love being married to Mr. Hammer.
L

10.23.2009

59

CHARLY!
This is the name of our new puppy! Yes, we got a puppy! I love him! Thanks Mr. Hammer.
It was funny cause I saw a dog I just loved. I took her to show Mr. Hammer and told him I would like a puppy... the next day.. WE HAVE A PUPPY! He is so cute and he bites and chews on everything and he loves us and is black and just the BEST!
Now this is what Mr. Hammer was afraid of.. He would ask me before we got the puppy if I would love the puppy more then him and I would assure him I loved him so much more then anything else.. EVER. And this remains the truth!!! But I think he is the one with the over powering love for Charly! ;) But I still love Charly! And I still love Mr. Hammer more! :)
L

10.22.2009

58

After a long haul of blog numbering screw ups I have figured it out! (i think..) Well here it is.. I want a kitty. I love kitties! I have always had a kitty. Mr. Hammer doesnt like kitties so much.. or AT ALL.. So I have come to a compromise.. a small dog! Named Charly. I am so ecited about my puppy! (Only I still dont have a puppy... but I WILL!) Thanks to Mr. Hammers love!
L

10.21.2009

57

One thing I LOVE about my Mr. Hammer besides him being straight up WONDERFUL is that he is so presistent! Somethimes I think I am mad about it but when I sit back and look at it really I love him being that way with me. I think I need a fighter. It just amazes me that everyday I find out something else that makes Mr. Hammer perfect for me! Now.. I just have to try to live up to that.
L

10.20.2009

56

I woke up like at six this morning and couldnt go back to sleep. So I rolled over to Mr. Hammer and he woke up so now we are both awake and cant sleep. This should of been a problem. We need sleep.. only we had gone to be around nine so we were all ready to go for the day! So we watched a movie and talked for the hour and a half before I had to go to work. Now I know this doesnt sound all that exciting to yall but really I am posting this for Mr. Hammer and I know he will appreciate it! ha My favorite times with him are right before we go to sleep when he is holding me and telling me how much he cant live without me and when I wake up next to him and hold on to him and not let go. Bedtime is the best time of the day now! Well it always has been.. if you know me at all you know I need about 14 hours of sleep a day but now it has just gotten SO much better! Only 5-6 more hours til bedtime! :)
L

10.14.2009

55

I have no good excuses as to why I havent blogged in a while. busy. lazy. etc. But thats ok.. I am now!!
So here it is. I am now Mrs. Hammer! :) I married the most wonderful man. He is my miracle. He is my dream. He is ALL mine! I couldnt have asked for a more beautiful wedding. It was amazing! Tyler looked out of this world handsome. Yada. Yada.
Really now I am just so excited to have our lives together. To be a REAL family with a family plan and one day have a family with him. When I think of my future with him I cant help but smile. There is nothing that makes me more happy then to be with him or to think of him or to do something for him or that would make him happy or to just love him. There is so much love I have for this man! I hope he never wakes up to see what he got himself into marrying me. I dont live up to his AMAZINGness!
I blogged for you my Mr. Hammer.
L

10.02.2009

54

GAME DAY
Through Mr. Hammer and I's convos today you wouldnt be able to tell but.. I'm really EXCITED about going to this BYU game with him today! Live sports are great.. even if it is football. Plus.. I love him so I just want to experience with him what seems to make his world go round! I pretty much cant wait!!
L

10.01.2009

53

I havent blogged in awhile and I havent heard the end of it so I thought I would take this time to.. blog!
Nothing really is going on besides the fact that Im getting married in 1 WEEK!
Yesterday my handyman superman Mr. Hammer was so amazing last night helping me move and putting together our new stuff for our new apt. Really you should see the man power Mr. Hammer puts out.. AMZING! But then again everything Mr. Hammer does I think is AMAZING so... anyway I know this is scattered but thats kinda how Im feeling right now. :)
I love Mr. Hammer.. Forever!
L