maybe happiness didn't have to be about the big, sweeping
circumstances, about having everything in your life in place. maybe it was about
stringing together a bunch of small pleasures


12.31.2009

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I love my Mr. Hammer.

Tomorrow is a VERY exciting day for us! We move into our cute little "temple house"! (Its across the road from the temple. :) This house is everything I have ever wanted in a first house! (except that it is a rental) I just love the old details and hardwood floors and feel of it. Not to mention it has a HUGE shower. ha

The best part about this is this is going to be OUR home. The Tyler Hammer family home. This is an extremely exciting thing to me! I cant wait to have him all to myself again!

btw.. Tylers parents have been GREAT! Far and beyond but its time to be on our own with our own family and our own traditions! :)

Charly is going to love it!

L

12.12.2009

82

Sorry it has been so long since I have posted but I really wanted pictures ready when I posted again. We all saw how sweet Mr. Hammer is with is last post. He is the most amazing man EVER! He always goes one step beyond! I love you!
I went wandering through the wilderness with my new family to find a christmas tree! No joke! Like in the wilderness wilderness! I didnt even know people did this. I figured if you wanted a real tree you when to a tree yard or something... not here in utahville.. you go wandering in the cold and snow to find a real real tree.. and we did! :) Also my cute little niece and nephew just were the perfect models so I took advantage of that!!

So here it is. We have CHARLY! We love Charly. I tought him how to give kisses. Its so funny! :)
Alot has happened. My Momma came down for Janies wedding so we got to spend time with her, K, and RJ (Ninja, Cheeks, Muffin, Gavin.....)! That was great! Tyler took K and I flying while they were here. Its the most amazing thing to watch him fly and talk pilot talk. It amazes me! HE'S A PILOT! Its so cool!







So here is the update from Christmas Village. AMAZING! Well actually freezing but it was a wonderful date with my love!

L

12.11.2009

T-1

Here I am. Mr. Hammer. I have the most amazing wife in the history of the world!!!!

I love her so much. That Mrs. Hammer just makes me so happy!!!!

So I was all worried this morning about taking my math final (which I completely bombed) and Mrs. Hammer texts me and tells me about a great idea that she has!!! She says that we should go to christmas village in ogden tonight after the family christmas party!!! I thought, "What an amazing idea!!!"

Then she adds, "We could get hot chocolate and then go to the village!!!" I am so excited. I love to just be with Mrs. Hammer. I don't care what we are doing, I just want to hold her close and let her know how much I care about her!!!! She is my whole world and I can't wait for that hot chocolate and walk through a cold park!!! Yeah, I mention cold cuz that makes her want to hold on to me even tighter than she already does!!!

I love you Mrs. Hammer!!!!

INTERNITY!!!!


T

12.02.2009

81

I love Mr. Hammer.
He has always and will always be so AMAZING to me.
:)
L

12.01.2009

80

I really wanted to start my next post with pictures. But.. I wanted something for Mr. Hammer to read. :)
This morning when we woke up Mr. Hammer says he knows what we are gonna do saturday.. stay in bed all day! I have always thought of Mr. Hammer as a smart man.. WOW he has just blown me away in awe of this wonderful idea! I CANT WAIT! (I love sleep! and I LOVE MR. HAMMER! together is pure bliss!!)
L

11.27.2009

79

Yesterday was Thanksgiving. It was a good day. Mr. Hammer spent all day with having random fun adventures. (Like going on a scooter ride with a Harley;)
Today we bought a new camera for all of our family adventures! We want to be able to look back over our lives and have lots of wonderful memories caught on film (or however these digital things are stored) Really we got it one day for when we have kids. To save those memories for us and for them. My parents were always addicted to taking pictures we have pictures of EVERYTHING. Boxes and boxes of pictures and digital file after file. I used to hate taking so many pictures as a child but some of my favorite memories of late are the ones where we all (the siblings) sit down and go through them... and laugh!
I want this for our family now and in the furture! So... maybe I just might start positng pictures... as soon as we figure out how to even take a picture with the dang thing. I couldnt even figure out how to take the cover off to put the lense on... HAHA this is going to be a fun adventure for us!
L

11.25.2009

78

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving. Weird. It doesnt feel like it at all. Maybe because nothing has changed in my life or I havent made any plans to look forward to tomorrow so until the actual day its just another week. I was thinking about how I want to go to Wyoming to see my parents and siblings. Who wouldnt? But one thing I am thankful for is I get to spend this first holiday together with my eternal family. Mr. Hammer and Charly! This is where my heart and love is. Right beside me.
Maybe we will go to Wyoming for Christmas?? ;)
L

11.24.2009

77

Today I was going to go to lunch with some work people and a friend that is in town. This means Mr. Hammer and I dont see each other all day. sad. Well I wanted to go to this lunch so we were gonna tough it out. ;) Well I just got news that Michelle cant make it (the reason I was going) so now I get to spend luch with Mr. Hammer which is very very exciting to me!
Also I think I have devolped a problem... Last night while Mr. Hammer and I were driving home from work we were talking about football. Not a surprise for Mr. Hammer. The problem here is i caught myself enjoying the conversation. That is a problem. ;)
L

11.23.2009

76

Today I nothing has happened. I havent been thinking about anything really.
Although I did find out that the coolant leak in the car is not only the $1000 job we thought it was gonna be but my tech buddy at work is going to do the job for just the cost of the parts so... it went from $1000 to like $150.... HAPPINESS! :)
One thing I was thinking about last night was how much I love the feeling I feel when Mr. Hammer and I are sharing with each other or are talking totally open. Its amazing. I feel so close to him. Its wonderful.
I did want Mr. Hammer to know that I loved sharing those things with him last night! I know at first it didnt sound like it but Im gald you have these wonderful memories to share. Sorry Im a bad wife at listening to them in the right attitude.
Also I was thinking about all the little things Mr. Hammer does for me. Like run through the snow to go back inside so I could have honey mustard. Or add filling up my water bottle to his nightly rutine. And other little acts of love he does for me that mean alot! I dont want them to go unnoticed. :)
Thanks Mr. Hammer.
I love you.
L

11.20.2009

75

One of my all time favorite things about Mr. Hammer is he never fails to say wonderfully sweet things to me everyday. Now this may seem cheesy and whatevers but we all know when it is just you and your love you adore it when he adores you. Basically I love him. He never lets me forget how much he adores and loves me. He is DA BES!
L